Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.
The day is dark.
Fear seeps into every aspect of my being; gripping my heart and paralyzing my bones. The torment lives on, encasing my mind in shadows of shame and guilt. A clever guise, tricking me into feeling pain when, in actuality, I’m feeling nothing at all. Numb to the world.
I’ve lost my way. This path isn’t mine. Wandering lost, I’ve become a hollow shell without purpose behind my vacant eyes.
I’ve chosen prison.
The day is bright.
Laughter dances within me; bringing joy to my heart and lightness to my limbs. Rid of pain and sorrow, hope and faith are my guiding lights, bringing serenity within. I feel it all, bringing true connection and genuine smiles. My soul is filed with love.
This path feels rights. Passion and spark glimmer within my promising eyes.
I’ve chosen freedom.
I’m once again going to start using this as a recovery tool, to update my loved ones on my journey and also just for fun! there’s lots of motivating and just beautiful things out there that I want to document.
So here goes; recovery. Hold me to it!
I kinda disappeared for a while. Not just from here, but from myself. I checked out. Definitely time to check back in. I wonder if doing that here would help or hinder? I need to think about that.